Thursday, July 12

Lesson From Beyond The Blackboard

Stacey Bess in the classroom

This is what i talk the most. I am always impressed by the stories of BEYOND THE BALCKBOARD . I am really renewed by watching them . Beyond the Blackboard certainly didn’t disappoint. I will admit though that I have a teaching future.. so I think that the story related to me. Inspiring me a lot!

     The topic of teachers and children is relevant to me but I am pretty certain anyone that cares about children and making a difference in the world would also agree that this was an inspirational story. I am thinking. Do I deserve to be a great teacher?Just like Stacey Bess.I salute her for work so hard and committed. She's awesome! 
Through the story, I realized that life as a teacher> full of responsibility.  Emily Van Camp portrayed real life Stacey Bess. She dropped out of school and started a family as a high schooler and it took her many years to get her teaching certificate while being a young mom and wife.What tough task to work for.   She is still only 25 when starting out and her youthful exuberance and passion for teaching bring her to an interview in which she is offered a job without much information. And for sure..my first degree will cme out when i am 25 years old to..i should liking my carrier from now on:) Back to Stacey Bess. She came to the school at a school without a name and really it isn’t even a school, it is a room in a homeless shelter with some chairs and tables, it is barely useable but she makes it through the first day. She has the normal struggles as well as dealing with people that can’t help her – there are no facilities. Just imagine it.Stacey choose to face the challenge and she's won! I think somewhere here in my own place..Pensiangan, Salinatan..saliliran. What can you say? Maybe this one is more challenging.They can't even understand every single thing that you tryin to say. Is that fear you? Their family background, culture..hurmm..you have to adapt your self to face temptation sore:) kikikikik!

    What a great family. The amazing part of this story was that she had the most supportive family ever, without the support of her beloved husband and children Stacey probably would have quit and those children would have never learned anything. Her family was even involved with coaching and helping the students out during summertime – where she continued to work, unpaid, hoping to help these children catch up and be able to go to a real school. They are an incredible family! Stacey Bess took being a great teacher to a whole new level. She's more than a teacher.But there's small matter but big effect here>I found disappointing was the small role that Treat Williams played. His character was a school administrator that saw the potential Stacey saw in the students and helped her make her classroom a real place to learn with desks and books and providing her with ways to get back in the classroom after she became pregnant again. The role made sense I just wanted more of Treat Williams. You can't work so smart without your principal's support.You wanna make a change but, they just can say a word.No action.Hurmmm..so, think bout it..i like the story of Stacey Bess. I wanna be a great teacher where i'll get some Lovely letters from my beloved student. I want them to put me in their heart and remember me as their teacher :) great teacher...I want to see what have i done in the future..

Monday, July 9

FAKE.

Beyond the liver

Tersebutlah kisah..eseh..hurm..tengok tajuk entri ni aku tengah rasa meluat sebenarnya.Tak tahulah.Dunia ini penuh drama. Drama yang dibuat2 dan buruknya melibatkan orang yang tak masuk akal. ini bukan kisah aku.tapi kawan aku. Kawan aku seksi.I know it. U know it too :) Kami orang geram gila kat sorg ni.I dont need to mention it. Gara-gara cemburu yang tinggi sampai ke langit kawan aku yang baik ni jadi mangsa keadaan. Tak de hati langsung nak rampas boyfren dia. Kawan kot. classmates.x salah nak mesra2 macam KAWAN. kami semua memang sporting dalam kelas.memang salah besarlah yang buat persepsi buruk tentang relationship kami dalam kelas. Kawan aku bukannya mengedik.Bukannya mengatal.tak reti cermin diri kot orang yang label dia 2. Terkejut tahap naga aku tengok perangai dia.macam tu pulak.Hilang respect aku dalam diam.tak pelah.kitorang diajar untuk menerima keadaan dan tidak perlu memberitahu dunia akan kelemahan sendiri. Betullah kata-kata hikmah ini ~ Kebimbangan membuat kita tidak dapat melihat masa depan~ Kenyataan ini benar.Bila kita terlalu risau dan bimbangkan sesuatu, otak kita stuck! lebih baik kita santai dan cuba ikut rentak saja. everythings FAKE. 
so kesimpulannya, setiap orang ada kelemahan.termasuk aku.aku telah belajar untuk tidak berpura-pura depan orang.APa yang benar dan aku rasa, biar orang nampak dan nilai sendiri.tak perlu membuat penilaian ke atas diri sendiri. Sebagai manusia biasa, kita terima hakikat bahawa..rambut sama hitam,hati lain-lain. 
Apa-apa yang berlaku di masa hadapan..terima saja.. kesimpulan daripada kisah yang meluat ni, kami sekawan yakin dan percaya,...ini pasti ada hikmahnya. ~Perempuan baik untuk lelaki baik~

Monday, July 2

The Walking Dead


Unknown way home


Hidup yang penuh kesunyian dan kesedihan ibarat burung dalam sangkar. Perlukah kita terlalu emosional akan soal masalah hidup? Sedangkan pada dasarnya, tidak ada masalah yang setapak lebih tinggi dari kemampuan hidup kita. Segala kesedihan dan kesunyian boleh diubati.Anda amatlah rugi dalam hidup apabila membenarkan perasaan negatif menguasai anda sehingga membunuh semangat anda untuk terus melangkah. Lagu sedih yang dicoretkan dalam gambar di atas seribu satu macam mengundang aku dan dirimu untuk sama-sama memikirkan bahawa hilang cinta,hilang rindu..maka hilanglah segala semangat hidup.Perlukah demikian? Arghhh..inilah suatu kenyataan hidup. Kita terlalu berjalan ke depan, sampai bosan kerana sentiasa ke depan. Notakan kisah-kisah lalu tetapi buanglah jauh-jauh suatu kesedihan. Sedih itu sakit! Dan KESAKITAN ADALAH KENYATAAN YANG GETAS! tidak dapat diundur sesaat atau dianjak sesaat..hehe.Point aku sebenarnya, bila tengok perempuan dalam gambar tu, aku rasa seperti "The Walking dead " Reason aku?Don't kill urself :)

Sunday, July 1

Making Melody

Piano Tym :)
Sepanjang hari ini, aku habiskan masa depan lappy.tak tahu la apa yang dah buat.setakat2 tgo2 ppt PSK and EDU aku 2..haisshh. macam2 ada dalam kepala skarang. geram pula tadi terlebih tdo.jam6.35 pm aku terbangun. Sedih tgo kasut aku tak disentuh langsung.Dah tiga hari broo. Bagaimanapun, tak dapat lupakan kegembiraan hari ini. Aku dah mula ingat balik pieces 'Canon in D' nti tak lama lgi ble hafal notes 2 kalo rajin practice.Harapkan pieces, kalo hilang kalut terus. Baik aku cuba menghafal mcm kengkawan aku buat.Rajin la sgt.hahah! sempat aku mainkan lagu 'I will always Love u ". jiwanglah sangat.lalalla!
SterCy Non-StopThought